As I keep writing here constantly, I remember how well I could sort out my mind and could even encourage myself day after day by writing a diary when I was a high school student. That was in the era before we started using social networking services and I had my own blog. Now I’m writing here like then, being a little bit away from Facebook and Twitter.
I’m not saying that SNSs are not good. Rather I’d like to say, Facebook and Twitter are still great and they can play important roles in our society, especially to let people share their knowledge and learn from each other.
But we sometimes have a moment that we don’t particularly need to share the thoughts with other people but want to write them down to try not to forget them. In recent years I’ve been quite afraid that I’m getting so forgetful. Probably because of my age? lol I can’t remember well even about my favorite music or movie if I am not really in to it right now. I feel so sad when I do remember that I liked something but can’t come up with what they were. 😥
That’s why I tried to use Facebook more than before, but I don’t feel comfortable every time because I somehow need to care about people’s reaction to my statement and what I’m going to post there doesn’t seem to be my “real” feeling. If I just want not to forget my feelings, having them real is more important than writing them acceptably.
But I still prefer writing them on blog to on my notebooks because I can search for my old memories wherever I am and also I can force myself to try to write them in “linguistically” correctly as much as I can, which means to write in correct English for now. 😉